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Click on "Wei~~", and you are ready to tag.. =) Free Hit Counters Y Y Y	nov'08 's diary - Part # 2 Wednesday, December 03, 2008 \| 9:07 PM \| Top 17nov-mon no free ride from uncleYong-van driver, the reason is obvious - he went deliver goods =[ rush to skool after work. and reached dere too early. ard 1745HRS reached le. and class oli starts @ 1900HRS. rot @ ljs 1st, ate crunchy shrimps & ice tea alone. sadded =[ my 1^st day of class @ MDIS-dhoby ghaut my 1^st module 1^st lesson - QuantitativeMethodsInInformationManagement (QMIM) classroom # DG:Jenner 1 1900HRS to 2200HRS (3hrs per lesson) see how thick uni course book is H all nv bring calculators, but luckily lesson today is so theory-based, boring..! in between the lesson, got a 15mins break. else i might fall aslp lor. somemore i'm already unwell since ytd le. 1^st lesson already got presentation. still scared though got 3yrs experience in rp. i'm team # 2 ... team members... [-] tracy [-] jenny [-] gwen gals almighty!!~ 2330HRS i'm finally home. shag...~ 18nov-tues 打包 KFC go dear²'s house. [^-^] 2pcs chicken meal {crispy} thigh & drumstick [^-^] 1 cheese fries [^-^] 1 large popcorn chicken [^-^] 1 extra drink eat together. den watch hongkong drama 《 HEART OF GREED 溏心风暴》. 2340HRS+ den go home. 19nov-wed 2^nd boss - Janet's bdae 2dae. the production actually shared & bought a cake worth S$60+. delicious lor, i like it. wonder what cake shop they bought from. "Happy Birthday to Janet!! 20nov-thurs 1745HRS arrived dhoby ghaut early again. sitted outside mrt station alone. eating my packet food. =[ so lonely... 1815HRS go to class early. 2^nd module 1^st lesson - OrganizationBehaviour & SociologyAtWork (OBSW) same location. same classroom. same grp of classmates = 25 of them. took one course book, tinking "wah, this lesson de book thinner". den when lecturer came in, he said got 2 course books to be taken. den i was like sian lor. it become thicker than 1^st module le. and according to lecturer, dere's another course book missing. which means we shld hav 3books for dis module. oh ya, my lecturer (Manjit Singh) is someone from PAP. raymond who sat in front chatted wid me a little. while toilet break chatted a little wid gwen. looks like they not working when got lessons tat day. boring though sometimes interesting. class starts 7PM exactly, front door's locked. late-comers are to come in by "back door" de. class ends on the dot - 10PM. wait for bus till i stepped into my house, i need a total of 1hrs 30mins lor. which means i'm home @ 2330HRS. sian =__=''' dear² already go meet 周公。。 while i'm still having lesson ard 2140HRS. luckily, got a fren chatted wid me on phone till i home. "... hey, thanks for keeping me company on my lonely journey home... hope you wun come after me for $$ to pay ur bills ya.. ^^p 21nov-fri 1403HRS waiting to knock off den go mani pedi. hee :D make appt for 1815HRS. hope uncle driver dun need go deliver goods later, knock off on the dot.. while on my way for appt.. @ dhoby ghaut station, dere's 3guys - quite good looking. wearing 燕尾服 holding a tray of chocolates. giving out chocolates - toblerone (new flavor) one approach me. i stared at him. =X mayb cox i'm stunned by their dressing. late for my appt as boss stopped me to do some quotations. finished SPA mani pedi @ 2030HRS+ ate some here & dere @ level 1's food fair. 2340HRS++ dear² wan me go his house pei him. but i got work 2ml, plus i dun wan get scoldings from parents AGAIN. if i stayed over at his house, i've to wake up earlier to go work. he wun send me to work de. even if he will, he can't wake up de. so most likely, he'll be slp-ing soundly while i go work tired & lonely. i refused. he's angry & wanted to break wid me again. seriously, i dunno wad to do le.. i've been trying real hard to save dis r/s. but is like he nv really gimme chance. e.g. i cab to his house pei him as he wan me to, when at his house, he's actually slp-ing away, ignoring me. I oso dun dare say a word. next issue, i request him to call me after my class. he said will. den he said he tired wan go slp le. i oso dun dare say a word, or forced him to wait till my class ends. is like 15mins more to go only. i let him go his slp. y am i doing all this..?! cox i really saving dis r/s, but wad he did was getting angry wid little thing i'm not doing rite or in his way, he wans to break. if break is wad u wan, say it, dun torture me le. i'm getting tired. really really tired. 22nov-sat 1800HRS out wid fren @ blk 85 for dinner & chit chat. saw david (my "teacher") & his sis & one poly IG fren - forgot his name. oOps =X 2150HRS cab to dear²'s house. supper mac bought by his youngest bro, fabian. dear² request him to do so, cox i'm hungry. =X slept... till 3am like tat, cab home. left my contact lens @ dear²'s house, wore specs home. 23nov-sun as promised, wake up 8.30am. cab to dear²'s house. slept... our breakfast cum lunch - bought by his dad. suppose will go out de. but i made him mad again. so outing cancelled. =[ rot, watch show "Watched" & "The House Bunny". dear² cooled down. slept again. 1930HRS+ wake up.. told him i'm goin home. to my surprise, he say he bring me go dinner den home. dear² prepared, den to inter we eat. 2130HRS home. dear² headache le, so eat panadol & sleep well k.. 24nov-mon big BOSS going on leave from today till 29th. heard she's going japan hokaido for holiday. i wan go oso =[ but nvm, she's not in means.... yeah!! the office is mine again!! i shall 吃蛇 all i wan.. oOpsSss =X went skool. dis time uncleYong sending to kovan. with my colleague, seeshan. ate @ ljs. den i go for class (Module 1_QMIM - Lesson 2) & she goes home. time passes faster wid her accompany. Lesson's interesting today, cox finally we touch the calculator to do calculation. given 2 exercises to do in class. and silly me, both got wrong.. =X cox silly careless mistake. e.g. # 1: i suppose to multiply, i go divide. e.g. # 2: incomplete formula, as in i've to sq root, and i miss tat out. end up stuck in that qns. if i sq root, the answer is dere. O.o * W A K E U P G A L ! ! ! O P E N U R E Y E S B I G ! ! * i need change calculator.. cox some function's not in, and tink batt low le. class ends 10mins earlier, so nice..~ ^^ chatted & walked wid raymond to bus stop outside PS. home ard 2300HRS. out again to borrow calculator for next week's class. oh ya, a new classmate today - t_ _ _ _ (forget his name =X) he missed the 1st lesson. dunno why.. didn't ask cox i dunno him ma. prob no one informs him regarding the commence date of klass. only communicate wid him when: - help him wid the today's exercises - share calculator wid him - tell him which page to turn to for today's lesson 25nov-tues wore specs to work today. i'm like a working zombie. sooo tired... prob cox i slept @ 0240HRS (dis morning) ba. dear² unhappy wid me again. cox he say i keep wanting to meet, and nv tink tat he's busy & tired. when he's saying tat, i really wonder.. "when he wan meet me, i mux meet, else he'll break wid me, say i nv change for him. and he oso nv tink tat i'm tired too. at nite say meet den meet. i cab dere for hu.. slp late for hu.. home late for hu.. he oli noe i'm not good. a little thing den starts to be angry wid me." he wans me to understand him, but did he really try to understand me?? he oli noe ask me goes to his house meet him le. he nv come fetch me le. 7plus at nite, asking me to meet at his house. if he tink clearly, if i travelled by bus, i'll reached 8plus. den i'll go home late again. i can cabbed to his house. but hu pay for the fare. i cant be always cabbed dere de lor.. i now earning lesser, and i'm not rich gal lor. i cant afford take cab everytime to meet him. if he come fetch me, time spent on travel will be lesser. if he come fetch me, $$ will be saved. i believe a short distance wun waste lots of petrol de. he's nv satisfied wid wad i've done to save dis r/s & asking even more, like trying to step over me. :'[ anyway, he's on duty for entire next week, so we wun be meeting. 26nov-wed -. click on the image to better view of it .- -.E M A I L # 1.- S C E N E R Y -.E M A I L # 2.- K N O W L E D G E O F L I F E Image # 1 Image # 2 Image # 3 Image # 4 Image # 5 Image # 6 Image # 7 Image # 8 -.E M A I L # 3.- P H O T O G R A P H E R 1730HRS i would like to take back my words said ytd. dear² so sweet today. came fetch me cox it's raining. and even bought me my OREO Vanilla. ^^v rather surprised cox.. he actually waited for me outside my company without telling me he's coming. out wid him to bedok inter & tamp for army bbq thingy. buy my stationery as well. - he pay he said he'll buy me a pencil case as an encouragement for me to study hard. lovely him~~ went pump petrol. and bought a piglet dere to put in his car. he says wan den buy lor. he pay la, of cox. den, 打包 dinner to his house. massage his body, like a massagist. slept. till 2300HRS, he drove me home. Dear² still the best!! 27nov-thurs 1710HRS went skool. Module 2_OBSW - Lesson 2 1750HRS eat alone. 1900HRS start class. 2150HRS end class. while walking to bus stop at PlazaSing, saw this familiar no. on my phone ringing. chris (my ex) called. asking if i jux end class. i was like wondering how come he noe. he says he saw me, walking opposite direction of me. says i dress so nice go study. i was like, cannot ar.. and it's jux a little-formal-go-work dressing. he says one day free den meet up for dinner, his treat. say will 顺便 return me some $$. still owes me 1.15K havent return lor. Note: i nv even charge him interest lor, owe me a yr plus le lor. he's earning at least 600bucks more than me lor. had a hard time begging him to return me. soft way hard way oso tried b4. sian~ since he says going to treat me, mayb i can ask him return me more $$. like mayb S$400 1st?! hope he really will return and not bluff/敷衍我而已 like last mth. i swear i'll not lend anyone $$ le, unless you write me an agreement. during class @ 2119HRS, dear² sms saying, "Actually wan to go find u n bring u to cathay watch movie de.. Bt i jus buy all the food, ltr 2,3 am, go market... Tired. Bt i feel like seeing u" wad this msg means, hinting me to go find him lor. went dear²'s house. took express bus # 518. reached ard 11pm^+- pei him.. sleep.. wake up 1.30am. wake him up. abt 2am^+- den he willing to leave the house, send me go. den he picking up fren, den to market for his army bbq ltr (28/11-fri). 28nov-fri before left my house for work. mum told me a bad news. my kindergarden cum pri cum sec fren (yanling)'s dad passed away. at the age of 21, she lost her dad. poor gal~ hope she will get over it. mum & fren (liuying)'s mum already went for the funeral. shld i go too??! seriously, if i go, i oso dunno wad to do. and i dun wan go alone. anyone hu noes her & me?? Let's go together?? 1411HRS super sleepy..~ i m i S s y O u m y b E d =X 29nov-sat 1230HRS off work. meet yean @ bus stop. walk to swimming complex. swim & suntan. ard 1430HRS, bathed. ate @ inter have my long-wanted-to-eat food, carrot cake. 1530HRS⁺ go home. while yean already left earlier, leaving her daughter's photos wid me to be passed ard for colleagues to @@. her daughter (lingling): -exclusively for me only.- 30nov-sun B R E A K ! ! G I V E U P T R Y I N G ! ! Welcome me back to single-hood.. ^^v in my heart i dunno wad i wan le. i wan us together, but did he really care abt me? or care oli abt himself??	nov'08 's diary - Part # 2 Wednesday, December 03, 2008 \| 9:07 PM \| Top 17nov-mon no free ride from uncleYong-van driver, the reason is obvious - he went deliver goods =[ rush to skool after work. and reached dere too early. ard 1745HRS reached le. and class oli starts @ 1900HRS. rot @ ljs 1st, ate crunchy shrimps & ice tea alone. sadded =[ my 1^st day of class @ MDIS-dhoby ghaut my 1^st module 1^st lesson - QuantitativeMethodsInInformationManagement (QMIM) classroom # DG:Jenner 1 1900HRS to 2200HRS (3hrs per lesson) see how thick uni course book is H all nv bring calculators, but luckily lesson today is so theory-based, boring..! in between the lesson, got a 15mins break. else i might fall aslp lor. somemore i'm already unwell since ytd le. 1^st lesson already got presentation. still scared though got 3yrs experience in rp. i'm team # 2 ... team members... [-] tracy [-] jenny [-] gwen gals almighty!!~ 2330HRS i'm finally home. shag...~ 18nov-tues 打包 KFC go dear²'s house. [^-^] 2pcs chicken meal {crispy} thigh & drumstick [^-^] 1 cheese fries [^-^] 1 large popcorn chicken [^-^] 1 extra drink eat together. den watch hongkong drama 《 HEART OF GREED 溏心风暴》. 2340HRS+ den go home. 19nov-wed 2^nd boss - Janet's bdae 2dae. the production actually shared & bought a cake worth S$60+. delicious lor, i like it. wonder what cake shop they bought from. "Happy Birthday to Janet!! 20nov-thurs 1745HRS arrived dhoby ghaut early again. sitted outside mrt station alone. eating my packet food. =[ so lonely... 1815HRS go to class early. 2^nd module 1^st lesson - OrganizationBehaviour & SociologyAtWork (OBSW) same location. same classroom. same grp of classmates = 25 of them. took one course book, tinking "wah, this lesson de book thinner". den when lecturer came in, he said got 2 course books to be taken. den i was like sian lor. it become thicker than 1^st module le. and according to lecturer, dere's another course book missing. which means we shld hav 3books for dis module. oh ya, my lecturer (Manjit Singh) is someone from PAP. raymond who sat in front chatted wid me a little. while toilet break chatted a little wid gwen. looks like they not working when got lessons tat day. boring though sometimes interesting. class starts 7PM exactly, front door's locked. late-comers are to come in by "back door" de. class ends on the dot - 10PM. wait for bus till i stepped into my house, i need a total of 1hrs 30mins lor. which means i'm home @ 2330HRS. sian =__=''' dear² already go meet 周公。。 while i'm still having lesson ard 2140HRS. luckily, got a fren chatted wid me on phone till i home. "... hey, thanks for keeping me company on my lonely journey home... hope you wun come after me for $$ to pay ur bills ya.. ^^p 21nov-fri 1403HRS waiting to knock off den go mani pedi. hee :D make appt for 1815HRS. hope uncle driver dun need go deliver goods later, knock off on the dot.. while on my way for appt.. @ dhoby ghaut station, dere's 3guys - quite good looking. wearing 燕尾服 holding a tray of chocolates. giving out chocolates - toblerone (new flavor) one approach me. i stared at him. =X mayb cox i'm stunned by their dressing. late for my appt as boss stopped me to do some quotations. finished SPA mani pedi @ 2030HRS+ ate some here & dere @ level 1's food fair. 2340HRS++ dear² wan me go his house pei him. but i got work 2ml, plus i dun wan get scoldings from parents AGAIN. if i stayed over at his house, i've to wake up earlier to go work. he wun send me to work de. even if he will, he can't wake up de. so most likely, he'll be slp-ing soundly while i go work tired & lonely. i refused. he's angry & wanted to break wid me again. seriously, i dunno wad to do le.. i've been trying real hard to save dis r/s. but is like he nv really gimme chance. e.g. i cab to his house pei him as he wan me to, when at his house, he's actually slp-ing away, ignoring me. I oso dun dare say a word. next issue, i request him to call me after my class. he said will. den he said he tired wan go slp le. i oso dun dare say a word, or forced him to wait till my class ends. is like 15mins more to go only. i let him go his slp. y am i doing all this..?! cox i really saving dis r/s, but wad he did was getting angry wid little thing i'm not doing rite or in his way, he wans to break. if break is wad u wan, say it, dun torture me le. i'm getting tired. really really tired. 22nov-sat 1800HRS out wid fren @ blk 85 for dinner & chit chat. saw david (my "teacher") & his sis & one poly IG fren - forgot his name. oOps =X 2150HRS cab to dear²'s house. supper mac bought by his youngest bro, fabian. dear² request him to do so, cox i'm hungry. =X slept... till 3am like tat, cab home. left my contact lens @ dear²'s house, wore specs home. 23nov-sun as promised, wake up 8.30am. cab to dear²'s house. slept... our breakfast cum lunch - bought by his dad. suppose will go out de. but i made him mad again. so outing cancelled. =[ rot, watch show "Watched" & "The House Bunny". dear² cooled down. slept again. 1930HRS+ wake up.. told him i'm goin home. to my surprise, he say he bring me go dinner den home. dear² prepared, den to inter we eat. 2130HRS home. dear² headache le, so eat panadol & sleep well k.. 24nov-mon big BOSS going on leave from today till 29th. heard she's going japan hokaido for holiday. i wan go oso =[ but nvm, she's not in means.... yeah!! the office is mine again!! i shall 吃蛇 all i wan.. oOpsSss =X went skool. dis time uncleYong sending to kovan. with my colleague, seeshan. ate @ ljs. den i go for class (Module 1_QMIM - Lesson 2) & she goes home. time passes faster wid her accompany. Lesson's interesting today, cox finally we touch the calculator to do calculation. given 2 exercises to do in class. and silly me, both got wrong.. =X cox silly careless mistake. e.g. # 1: i suppose to multiply, i go divide. e.g. # 2: incomplete formula, as in i've to sq root, and i miss tat out. end up stuck in that qns. if i sq root, the answer is dere. O.o * W A K E U P G A L ! ! ! O P E N U R E Y E S B I G ! ! * i need change calculator.. cox some function's not in, and tink batt low le. class ends 10mins earlier, so nice..~ ^^ chatted & walked wid raymond to bus stop outside PS. home ard 2300HRS. out again to borrow calculator for next week's class. oh ya, a new classmate today - t_ _ _ _ (forget his name =X) he missed the 1st lesson. dunno why.. didn't ask cox i dunno him ma. prob no one informs him regarding the commence date of klass. only communicate wid him when: - help him wid the today's exercises - share calculator wid him - tell him which page to turn to for today's lesson 25nov-tues wore specs to work today. i'm like a working zombie. sooo tired... prob cox i slept @ 0240HRS (dis morning) ba. dear² unhappy wid me again. cox he say i keep wanting to meet, and nv tink tat he's busy & tired. when he's saying tat, i really wonder.. "when he wan meet me, i mux meet, else he'll break wid me, say i nv change for him. and he oso nv tink tat i'm tired too. at nite say meet den meet. i cab dere for hu.. slp late for hu.. home late for hu.. he oli noe i'm not good. a little thing den starts to be angry wid me." he wans me to understand him, but did he really try to understand me?? he oli noe ask me goes to his house meet him le. he nv come fetch me le. 7plus at nite, asking me to meet at his house. if he tink clearly, if i travelled by bus, i'll reached 8plus. den i'll go home late again. i can cabbed to his house. but hu pay for the fare. i cant be always cabbed dere de lor.. i now earning lesser, and i'm not rich gal lor. i cant afford take cab everytime to meet him. if he come fetch me, time spent on travel will be lesser. if he come fetch me, $$ will be saved. i believe a short distance wun waste lots of petrol de. he's nv satisfied wid wad i've done to save dis r/s & asking even more, like trying to step over me. :'[ anyway, he's on duty for entire next week, so we wun be meeting. 26nov-wed -. click on the image to better view of it .- -.E M A I L # 1.- S C E N E R Y -.E M A I L # 2.- K N O W L E D G E O F L I F E Image # 1 Image # 2 Image # 3 Image # 4 Image # 5 Image # 6 Image # 7 Image # 8 -.E M A I L # 3.- P H O T O G R A P H E R 1730HRS i would like to take back my words said ytd. dear² so sweet today. came fetch me cox it's raining. and even bought me my OREO Vanilla. ^^v rather surprised cox.. he actually waited for me outside my company without telling me he's coming. out wid him to bedok inter & tamp for army bbq thingy. buy my stationery as well. - he pay he said he'll buy me a pencil case as an encouragement for me to study hard. lovely him~~ went pump petrol. and bought a piglet dere to put in his car. he says wan den buy lor. he pay la, of cox. den, 打包 dinner to his house. massage his body, like a massagist. slept. till 2300HRS, he drove me home. Dear² still the best!! 27nov-thurs 1710HRS went skool. Module 2_OBSW - Lesson 2 1750HRS eat alone. 1900HRS start class. 2150HRS end class. while walking to bus stop at PlazaSing, saw this familiar no. on my phone ringing. chris (my ex) called. asking if i jux end class. i was like wondering how come he noe. he says he saw me, walking opposite direction of me. says i dress so nice go study. i was like, cannot ar.. and it's jux a little-formal-go-work dressing. he says one day free den meet up for dinner, his treat. say will 顺便 return me some $$. still owes me 1.15K havent return lor. Note: i nv even charge him interest lor, owe me a yr plus le lor. he's earning at least 600bucks more than me lor. had a hard time begging him to return me. soft way hard way oso tried b4. sian~ since he says going to treat me, mayb i can ask him return me more $$. like mayb S$400 1st?! hope he really will return and not bluff/敷衍我而已 like last mth. i swear i'll not lend anyone $$ le, unless you write me an agreement. during class @ 2119HRS, dear² sms saying, "Actually wan to go find u n bring u to cathay watch movie de.. Bt i jus buy all the food, ltr 2,3 am, go market... Tired. Bt i feel like seeing u" wad this msg means, hinting me to go find him lor. went dear²'s house. took express bus # 518. reached ard 11pm^+- pei him.. sleep.. wake up 1.30am. wake him up. abt 2am^+- den he willing to leave the house, send me go. den he picking up fren, den to market for his army bbq ltr (28/11-fri). 28nov-fri before left my house for work. mum told me a bad news. my kindergarden cum pri cum sec fren (yanling)'s dad passed away. at the age of 21, she lost her dad. poor gal~ hope she will get over it. mum & fren (liuying)'s mum already went for the funeral. shld i go too??! seriously, if i go, i oso dunno wad to do. and i dun wan go alone. anyone hu noes her & me?? Let's go together?? 1411HRS super sleepy..~ i m i S s y O u m y b E d =X 29nov-sat 1230HRS off work. meet yean @ bus stop. walk to swimming complex. swim & suntan. ard 1430HRS, bathed. ate @ inter have my long-wanted-to-eat food, carrot cake. 1530HRS⁺ go home. while yean already left earlier, leaving her daughter's photos wid me to be passed ard for colleagues to @@. her daughter (lingling): -exclusively for me only.- 30nov-sun B R E A K ! ! G I V E U P T R Y I N G ! ! Welcome me back to single-hood.. ^^v in my heart i dunno wad i wan le. i wan us together, but did he really care abt me? or care oli abt himself??	About Me Email Me Lim Fang Ru \| -=Gemini=- [ Occupation ] [ Accts Student ]-[ MDIS-Bradford ] :'( heartbroken again.. 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Click on "Wei~~", and you are ready to tag.. =) Free Hit Counters Y Y Y	nov'08 's diary - Part # 2 Wednesday, December 03, 2008 \| 9:07 PM \| Top 17nov-mon no free ride from uncleYong-van driver, the reason is obvious - he went deliver goods =[ rush to skool after work. and reached dere too early. ard 1745HRS reached le. and class oli starts @ 1900HRS. rot @ ljs 1st, ate crunchy shrimps & ice tea alone. sadded =[ my 1^st day of class @ MDIS-dhoby ghaut my 1^st module 1^st lesson - QuantitativeMethodsInInformationManagement (QMIM) classroom # DG:Jenner 1 1900HRS to 2200HRS (3hrs per lesson) see how thick uni course book is H all nv bring calculators, but luckily lesson today is so theory-based, boring..! in between the lesson, got a 15mins break. else i might fall aslp lor. somemore i'm already unwell since ytd le. 1^st lesson already got presentation. still scared though got 3yrs experience in rp. i'm team # 2 ... team members... [-] tracy [-] jenny [-] gwen gals almighty!!~ 2330HRS i'm finally home. shag...~ 18nov-tues 打包 KFC go dear²'s house. [^-^] 2pcs chicken meal {crispy} thigh & drumstick [^-^] 1 cheese fries [^-^] 1 large popcorn chicken [^-^] 1 extra drink eat together. den watch hongkong drama 《 HEART OF GREED 溏心风暴》. 2340HRS+ den go home. 19nov-wed 2^nd boss - Janet's bdae 2dae. the production actually shared & bought a cake worth S$60+. delicious lor, i like it. wonder what cake shop they bought from. "Happy Birthday to Janet!! 20nov-thurs 1745HRS arrived dhoby ghaut early again. sitted outside mrt station alone. eating my packet food. =[ so lonely... 1815HRS go to class early. 2^nd module 1^st lesson - OrganizationBehaviour & SociologyAtWork (OBSW) same location. same classroom. same grp of classmates = 25 of them. took one course book, tinking "wah, this lesson de book thinner". den when lecturer came in, he said got 2 course books to be taken. den i was like sian lor. it become thicker than 1^st module le. and according to lecturer, dere's another course book missing. which means we shld hav 3books for dis module. oh ya, my lecturer (Manjit Singh) is someone from PAP. raymond who sat in front chatted wid me a little. while toilet break chatted a little wid gwen. looks like they not working when got lessons tat day. boring though sometimes interesting. class starts 7PM exactly, front door's locked. late-comers are to come in by "back door" de. class ends on the dot - 10PM. wait for bus till i stepped into my house, i need a total of 1hrs 30mins lor. which means i'm home @ 2330HRS. sian =__=''' dear² already go meet 周公。。 while i'm still having lesson ard 2140HRS. luckily, got a fren chatted wid me on phone till i home. "... hey, thanks for keeping me company on my lonely journey home... hope you wun come after me for $$ to pay ur bills ya.. ^^p 21nov-fri 1403HRS waiting to knock off den go mani pedi. hee :D make appt for 1815HRS. hope uncle driver dun need go deliver goods later, knock off on the dot.. while on my way for appt.. @ dhoby ghaut station, dere's 3guys - quite good looking. wearing 燕尾服 holding a tray of chocolates. giving out chocolates - toblerone (new flavor) one approach me. i stared at him. =X mayb cox i'm stunned by their dressing. late for my appt as boss stopped me to do some quotations. finished SPA mani pedi @ 2030HRS+ ate some here & dere @ level 1's food fair. 2340HRS++ dear² wan me go his house pei him. but i got work 2ml, plus i dun wan get scoldings from parents AGAIN. if i stayed over at his house, i've to wake up earlier to go work. he wun send me to work de. even if he will, he can't wake up de. so most likely, he'll be slp-ing soundly while i go work tired & lonely. i refused. he's angry & wanted to break wid me again. seriously, i dunno wad to do le.. i've been trying real hard to save dis r/s. but is like he nv really gimme chance. e.g. i cab to his house pei him as he wan me to, when at his house, he's actually slp-ing away, ignoring me. I oso dun dare say a word. next issue, i request him to call me after my class. he said will. den he said he tired wan go slp le. i oso dun dare say a word, or forced him to wait till my class ends. is like 15mins more to go only. i let him go his slp. y am i doing all this..?! cox i really saving dis r/s, but wad he did was getting angry wid little thing i'm not doing rite or in his way, he wans to break. if break is wad u wan, say it, dun torture me le. i'm getting tired. really really tired. 22nov-sat 1800HRS out wid fren @ blk 85 for dinner & chit chat. saw david (my "teacher") & his sis & one poly IG fren - forgot his name. oOps =X 2150HRS cab to dear²'s house. supper mac bought by his youngest bro, fabian. dear² request him to do so, cox i'm hungry. =X slept... till 3am like tat, cab home. left my contact lens @ dear²'s house, wore specs home. 23nov-sun as promised, wake up 8.30am. cab to dear²'s house. slept... our breakfast cum lunch - bought by his dad. suppose will go out de. but i made him mad again. so outing cancelled. =[ rot, watch show "Watched" & "The House Bunny". dear² cooled down. slept again. 1930HRS+ wake up.. told him i'm goin home. to my surprise, he say he bring me go dinner den home. dear² prepared, den to inter we eat. 2130HRS home. dear² headache le, so eat panadol & sleep well k.. 24nov-mon big BOSS going on leave from today till 29th. heard she's going japan hokaido for holiday. i wan go oso =[ but nvm, she's not in means.... yeah!! the office is mine again!! i shall 吃蛇 all i wan.. oOpsSss =X went skool. dis time uncleYong sending to kovan. with my colleague, seeshan. ate @ ljs. den i go for class (Module 1_QMIM - Lesson 2) & she goes home. time passes faster wid her accompany. Lesson's interesting today, cox finally we touch the calculator to do calculation. given 2 exercises to do in class. and silly me, both got wrong.. =X cox silly careless mistake. e.g. # 1: i suppose to multiply, i go divide. e.g. # 2: incomplete formula, as in i've to sq root, and i miss tat out. end up stuck in that qns. if i sq root, the answer is dere. O.o * W A K E U P G A L ! ! ! O P E N U R E Y E S B I G ! ! * i need change calculator.. cox some function's not in, and tink batt low le. class ends 10mins earlier, so nice..~ ^^ chatted & walked wid raymond to bus stop outside PS. home ard 2300HRS. out again to borrow calculator for next week's class. oh ya, a new classmate today - t_ _ _ _ (forget his name =X) he missed the 1st lesson. dunno why.. didn't ask cox i dunno him ma. prob no one informs him regarding the commence date of klass. only communicate wid him when: - help him wid the today's exercises - share calculator wid him - tell him which page to turn to for today's lesson 25nov-tues wore specs to work today. i'm like a working zombie. sooo tired... prob cox i slept @ 0240HRS (dis morning) ba. dear² unhappy wid me again. cox he say i keep wanting to meet, and nv tink tat he's busy & tired. when he's saying tat, i really wonder.. "when he wan meet me, i mux meet, else he'll break wid me, say i nv change for him. and he oso nv tink tat i'm tired too. at nite say meet den meet. i cab dere for hu.. slp late for hu.. home late for hu.. he oli noe i'm not good. a little thing den starts to be angry wid me." he wans me to understand him, but did he really try to understand me?? he oli noe ask me goes to his house meet him le. he nv come fetch me le. 7plus at nite, asking me to meet at his house. if he tink clearly, if i travelled by bus, i'll reached 8plus. den i'll go home late again. i can cabbed to his house. but hu pay for the fare. i cant be always cabbed dere de lor.. i now earning lesser, and i'm not rich gal lor. i cant afford take cab everytime to meet him. if he come fetch me, time spent on travel will be lesser. if he come fetch me, $$ will be saved. i believe a short distance wun waste lots of petrol de. he's nv satisfied wid wad i've done to save dis r/s & asking even more, like trying to step over me. :'[ anyway, he's on duty for entire next week, so we wun be meeting. 26nov-wed -. click on the image to better view of it .- -.E M A I L # 1.- S C E N E R Y -.E M A I L # 2.- K N O W L E D G E O F L I F E Image # 1 Image # 2 Image # 3 Image # 4 Image # 5 Image # 6 Image # 7 Image # 8 -.E M A I L # 3.- P H O T O G R A P H E R 1730HRS i would like to take back my words said ytd. dear² so sweet today. came fetch me cox it's raining. and even bought me my OREO Vanilla. ^^v rather surprised cox.. he actually waited for me outside my company without telling me he's coming. out wid him to bedok inter & tamp for army bbq thingy. buy my stationery as well. - he pay he said he'll buy me a pencil case as an encouragement for me to study hard. lovely him~~ went pump petrol. and bought a piglet dere to put in his car. he says wan den buy lor. he pay la, of cox. den, 打包 dinner to his house. massage his body, like a massagist. slept. till 2300HRS, he drove me home. Dear² still the best!! 27nov-thurs 1710HRS went skool. Module 2_OBSW - Lesson 2 1750HRS eat alone. 1900HRS start class. 2150HRS end class. while walking to bus stop at PlazaSing, saw this familiar no. on my phone ringing. chris (my ex) called. asking if i jux end class. i was like wondering how come he noe. he says he saw me, walking opposite direction of me. says i dress so nice go study. i was like, cannot ar.. and it's jux a little-formal-go-work dressing. he says one day free den meet up for dinner, his treat. say will 顺便 return me some $$. still owes me 1.15K havent return lor. Note: i nv even charge him interest lor, owe me a yr plus le lor. he's earning at least 600bucks more than me lor. had a hard time begging him to return me. soft way hard way oso tried b4. sian~ since he says going to treat me, mayb i can ask him return me more $$. like mayb S$400 1st?! hope he really will return and not bluff/敷衍我而已 like last mth. i swear i'll not lend anyone $$ le, unless you write me an agreement. during class @ 2119HRS, dear² sms saying, "Actually wan to go find u n bring u to cathay watch movie de.. Bt i jus buy all the food, ltr 2,3 am, go market... Tired. Bt i feel like seeing u" wad this msg means, hinting me to go find him lor. went dear²'s house. took express bus # 518. reached ard 11pm^+- pei him.. sleep.. wake up 1.30am. wake him up. abt 2am^+- den he willing to leave the house, send me go. den he picking up fren, den to market for his army bbq ltr (28/11-fri). 28nov-fri before left my house for work. mum told me a bad news. my kindergarden cum pri cum sec fren (yanling)'s dad passed away. at the age of 21, she lost her dad. poor gal~ hope she will get over it. mum & fren (liuying)'s mum already went for the funeral. shld i go too??! seriously, if i go, i oso dunno wad to do. and i dun wan go alone. anyone hu noes her & me?? Let's go together?? 1411HRS super sleepy..~ i m i S s y O u m y b E d =X 29nov-sat 1230HRS off work. meet yean @ bus stop. walk to swimming complex. swim & suntan. ard 1430HRS, bathed. ate @ inter have my long-wanted-to-eat food, carrot cake. 1530HRS⁺ go home. while yean already left earlier, leaving her daughter's photos wid me to be passed ard for colleagues to @@. her daughter (lingling): -exclusively for me only.- 30nov-sun B R E A K ! ! G I V E U P T R Y I N G ! ! Welcome me back to single-hood.. ^^v in my heart i dunno wad i wan le. i wan us together, but did he really care abt me? or care oli abt himself??	nov'08 's diary - Part # 2 Wednesday, December 03, 2008 \| 9:07 PM \| Top 17nov-mon no free ride from uncleYong-van driver, the reason is obvious - he went deliver goods =[ rush to skool after work. and reached dere too early. ard 1745HRS reached le. and class oli starts @ 1900HRS. rot @ ljs 1st, ate crunchy shrimps & ice tea alone. sadded =[ my 1^st day of class @ MDIS-dhoby ghaut my 1^st module 1^st lesson - QuantitativeMethodsInInformationManagement (QMIM) classroom # DG:Jenner 1 1900HRS to 2200HRS (3hrs per lesson) see how thick uni course book is H all nv bring calculators, but luckily lesson today is so theory-based, boring..! in between the lesson, got a 15mins break. else i might fall aslp lor. somemore i'm already unwell since ytd le. 1^st lesson already got presentation. still scared though got 3yrs experience in rp. i'm team # 2 ... team members... [-] tracy [-] jenny [-] gwen gals almighty!!~ 2330HRS i'm finally home. shag...~ 18nov-tues 打包 KFC go dear²'s house. [^-^] 2pcs chicken meal {crispy} thigh & drumstick [^-^] 1 cheese fries [^-^] 1 large popcorn chicken [^-^] 1 extra drink eat together. den watch hongkong drama 《 HEART OF GREED 溏心风暴》. 2340HRS+ den go home. 19nov-wed 2^nd boss - Janet's bdae 2dae. the production actually shared & bought a cake worth S$60+. delicious lor, i like it. wonder what cake shop they bought from. "Happy Birthday to Janet!! 20nov-thurs 1745HRS arrived dhoby ghaut early again. sitted outside mrt station alone. eating my packet food. =[ so lonely... 1815HRS go to class early. 2^nd module 1^st lesson - OrganizationBehaviour & SociologyAtWork (OBSW) same location. same classroom. same grp of classmates = 25 of them. took one course book, tinking "wah, this lesson de book thinner". den when lecturer came in, he said got 2 course books to be taken. den i was like sian lor. it become thicker than 1^st module le. and according to lecturer, dere's another course book missing. which means we shld hav 3books for dis module. oh ya, my lecturer (Manjit Singh) is someone from PAP. raymond who sat in front chatted wid me a little. while toilet break chatted a little wid gwen. looks like they not working when got lessons tat day. boring though sometimes interesting. class starts 7PM exactly, front door's locked. late-comers are to come in by "back door" de. class ends on the dot - 10PM. wait for bus till i stepped into my house, i need a total of 1hrs 30mins lor. which means i'm home @ 2330HRS. sian =__=''' dear² already go meet 周公。。 while i'm still having lesson ard 2140HRS. luckily, got a fren chatted wid me on phone till i home. "... hey, thanks for keeping me company on my lonely journey home... hope you wun come after me for $$ to pay ur bills ya.. ^^p 21nov-fri 1403HRS waiting to knock off den go mani pedi. hee :D make appt for 1815HRS. hope uncle driver dun need go deliver goods later, knock off on the dot.. while on my way for appt.. @ dhoby ghaut station, dere's 3guys - quite good looking. wearing 燕尾服 holding a tray of chocolates. giving out chocolates - toblerone (new flavor) one approach me. i stared at him. =X mayb cox i'm stunned by their dressing. late for my appt as boss stopped me to do some quotations. finished SPA mani pedi @ 2030HRS+ ate some here & dere @ level 1's food fair. 2340HRS++ dear² wan me go his house pei him. but i got work 2ml, plus i dun wan get scoldings from parents AGAIN. if i stayed over at his house, i've to wake up earlier to go work. he wun send me to work de. even if he will, he can't wake up de. so most likely, he'll be slp-ing soundly while i go work tired & lonely. i refused. he's angry & wanted to break wid me again. seriously, i dunno wad to do le.. i've been trying real hard to save dis r/s. but is like he nv really gimme chance. e.g. i cab to his house pei him as he wan me to, when at his house, he's actually slp-ing away, ignoring me. I oso dun dare say a word. next issue, i request him to call me after my class. he said will. den he said he tired wan go slp le. i oso dun dare say a word, or forced him to wait till my class ends. is like 15mins more to go only. i let him go his slp. y am i doing all this..?! cox i really saving dis r/s, but wad he did was getting angry wid little thing i'm not doing rite or in his way, he wans to break. if break is wad u wan, say it, dun torture me le. i'm getting tired. really really tired. 22nov-sat 1800HRS out wid fren @ blk 85 for dinner & chit chat. saw david (my "teacher") & his sis & one poly IG fren - forgot his name. oOps =X 2150HRS cab to dear²'s house. supper mac bought by his youngest bro, fabian. dear² request him to do so, cox i'm hungry. =X slept... till 3am like tat, cab home. left my contact lens @ dear²'s house, wore specs home. 23nov-sun as promised, wake up 8.30am. cab to dear²'s house. slept... our breakfast cum lunch - bought by his dad. suppose will go out de. but i made him mad again. so outing cancelled. =[ rot, watch show "Watched" & "The House Bunny". dear² cooled down. slept again. 1930HRS+ wake up.. told him i'm goin home. to my surprise, he say he bring me go dinner den home. dear² prepared, den to inter we eat. 2130HRS home. dear² headache le, so eat panadol & sleep well k.. 24nov-mon big BOSS going on leave from today till 29th. heard she's going japan hokaido for holiday. i wan go oso =[ but nvm, she's not in means.... yeah!! the office is mine again!! i shall 吃蛇 all i wan.. oOpsSss =X went skool. dis time uncleYong sending to kovan. with my colleague, seeshan. ate @ ljs. den i go for class (Module 1_QMIM - Lesson 2) & she goes home. time passes faster wid her accompany. Lesson's interesting today, cox finally we touch the calculator to do calculation. given 2 exercises to do in class. and silly me, both got wrong.. =X cox silly careless mistake. e.g. # 1: i suppose to multiply, i go divide. e.g. # 2: incomplete formula, as in i've to sq root, and i miss tat out. end up stuck in that qns. if i sq root, the answer is dere. O.o * W A K E U P G A L ! ! ! O P E N U R E Y E S B I G ! ! * i need change calculator.. cox some function's not in, and tink batt low le. class ends 10mins earlier, so nice..~ ^^ chatted & walked wid raymond to bus stop outside PS. home ard 2300HRS. out again to borrow calculator for next week's class. oh ya, a new classmate today - t_ _ _ _ (forget his name =X) he missed the 1st lesson. dunno why.. didn't ask cox i dunno him ma. prob no one informs him regarding the commence date of klass. only communicate wid him when: - help him wid the today's exercises - share calculator wid him - tell him which page to turn to for today's lesson 25nov-tues wore specs to work today. i'm like a working zombie. sooo tired... prob cox i slept @ 0240HRS (dis morning) ba. dear² unhappy wid me again. cox he say i keep wanting to meet, and nv tink tat he's busy & tired. when he's saying tat, i really wonder.. "when he wan meet me, i mux meet, else he'll break wid me, say i nv change for him. and he oso nv tink tat i'm tired too. at nite say meet den meet. i cab dere for hu.. slp late for hu.. home late for hu.. he oli noe i'm not good. a little thing den starts to be angry wid me." he wans me to understand him, but did he really try to understand me?? he oli noe ask me goes to his house meet him le. he nv come fetch me le. 7plus at nite, asking me to meet at his house. if he tink clearly, if i travelled by bus, i'll reached 8plus. den i'll go home late again. i can cabbed to his house. but hu pay for the fare. i cant be always cabbed dere de lor.. i now earning lesser, and i'm not rich gal lor. i cant afford take cab everytime to meet him. if he come fetch me, time spent on travel will be lesser. if he come fetch me, $$ will be saved. i believe a short distance wun waste lots of petrol de. he's nv satisfied wid wad i've done to save dis r/s & asking even more, like trying to step over me. :'[ anyway, he's on duty for entire next week, so we wun be meeting. 26nov-wed -. click on the image to better view of it .- -.E M A I L # 1.- S C E N E R Y -.E M A I L # 2.- K N O W L E D G E O F L I F E Image # 1 Image # 2 Image # 3 Image # 4 Image # 5 Image # 6 Image # 7 Image # 8 -.E M A I L # 3.- P H O T O G R A P H E R 1730HRS i would like to take back my words said ytd. dear² so sweet today. came fetch me cox it's raining. and even bought me my OREO Vanilla. ^^v rather surprised cox.. he actually waited for me outside my company without telling me he's coming. out wid him to bedok inter & tamp for army bbq thingy. buy my stationery as well. - he pay he said he'll buy me a pencil case as an encouragement for me to study hard. lovely him~~ went pump petrol. and bought a piglet dere to put in his car. he says wan den buy lor. he pay la, of cox. den, 打包 dinner to his house. massage his body, like a massagist. slept. till 2300HRS, he drove me home. Dear² still the best!! 27nov-thurs 1710HRS went skool. Module 2_OBSW - Lesson 2 1750HRS eat alone. 1900HRS start class. 2150HRS end class. while walking to bus stop at PlazaSing, saw this familiar no. on my phone ringing. chris (my ex) called. asking if i jux end class. i was like wondering how come he noe. he says he saw me, walking opposite direction of me. says i dress so nice go study. i was like, cannot ar.. and it's jux a little-formal-go-work dressing. he says one day free den meet up for dinner, his treat. say will 顺便 return me some $$. still owes me 1.15K havent return lor. Note: i nv even charge him interest lor, owe me a yr plus le lor. he's earning at least 600bucks more than me lor. had a hard time begging him to return me. soft way hard way oso tried b4. sian~ since he says going to treat me, mayb i can ask him return me more $$. like mayb S$400 1st?! hope he really will return and not bluff/敷衍我而已 like last mth. i swear i'll not lend anyone $$ le, unless you write me an agreement. during class @ 2119HRS, dear² sms saying, "Actually wan to go find u n bring u to cathay watch movie de.. Bt i jus buy all the food, ltr 2,3 am, go market... Tired. Bt i feel like seeing u" wad this msg means, hinting me to go find him lor. went dear²'s house. took express bus # 518. reached ard 11pm^+- pei him.. sleep.. wake up 1.30am. wake him up. abt 2am^+- den he willing to leave the house, send me go. den he picking up fren, den to market for his army bbq ltr (28/11-fri). 28nov-fri before left my house for work. mum told me a bad news. my kindergarden cum pri cum sec fren (yanling)'s dad passed away. at the age of 21, she lost her dad. poor gal~ hope she will get over it. mum & fren (liuying)'s mum already went for the funeral. shld i go too??! seriously, if i go, i oso dunno wad to do. and i dun wan go alone. anyone hu noes her & me?? Let's go together?? 1411HRS super sleepy..~ i m i S s y O u m y b E d =X 29nov-sat 1230HRS off work. meet yean @ bus stop. walk to swimming complex. swim & suntan. ard 1430HRS, bathed. ate @ inter have my long-wanted-to-eat food, carrot cake. 1530HRS⁺ go home. while yean already left earlier, leaving her daughter's photos wid me to be passed ard for colleagues to @@. her daughter (lingling): -exclusively for me only.- 30nov-sun B R E A K ! ! G I V E U P T R Y I N G ! ! Welcome me back to single-hood.. ^^v in my heart i dunno wad i wan le. i wan us together, but did he really care abt me? or care oli abt himself??	About Me Email Me Lim Fang Ru \| -=Gemini=- [ Occupation ] [ Accts Student ]-[ MDIS-Bradford ] :'( heartbroken again.. 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